Happy Halloween

Tonight I am handing out candy to the kids in the neighborhood and then watching movies with some female friends from work. I doubt it'll turn into a threesome so if I am spotted on-line at 2:00 a.m., then you know why.

Blessings & Joy,



Julian

Creeping in My Soundtrack

The Soundtrack of My Soul

I'm writing this tonight as I receieved a amazing gift of a mixed CD of music. I even took
a little longer coming home just to listen to it.

Amazing creation.

Thank you my Giver.

Here are the links of the songs I've posted on my blog since opening it this Spring after
the ugliness with Yahoo.

Hopefully this will go on for some time.

Blessings,



Julian

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http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/10/little-music-tonight.html - the classics of Ennio Morricone from his great western & action movie soundtracks.

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/10/i-am-being-bad.html - where my name came from & the affair I am having connects to Whitney Houston's "Saving All My Love".

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/10/smile-after-frown.html - Stevie Wonder's "Love Light in Flight" and Foreigner's "Waiting for a Girl like You".

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/10/suicide-is-painless.html - the famous theme song from MASH by Johnny Mandel

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/10/little-music-smile-bit-my-friends.html - Here I planted "Daydreaming" by Lupe Fiasco and "Always Will" by Tweet.

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/09/wear-sunscreen.html - Baz Luhrmann's infamous spoken word song "Wear Sunscreen" with deep, sensitive thought in the lyrics.

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/09/through-doorz.html - The Crystal Ship and The Soft Parade by Jim Morrison & the Doors.

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/08/poverty-ride.html - soundtrack instrumentals from "The Crow" starring the late Brandon Lee.

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/08/hating-your-neighbors.html - Here I played Bach's 'Tocatta & Fugue in D Minor" and DeBussy's "Calire de Lune" to level my mind before levelling my neighbors' home.

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/08/wanting-you-poem-and-my-thoughts-about.html - this contains the soundtrack to the James Bond movie "You Only Live Twice".

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/08/conversation-with-wanna-be-zombie-i.html - When I quit my job in telemarketting I found Staind's song "Believe in Me", which makes me smile.

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/07/rosanna-arquette-more-details-later.html - The Muse was on my mind so I had to show off her influence in Peter Gabriels' "In Your Eyes" and in Toto's "Rosanna".

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/07/cubicle-zombies.html - Pink Floyd's "Wish You were Here".

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/07/addicted-by-saving-abel.html - "Addicted" by Saving Abel; cool song & lots of fun.

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/07/dinner-with-dolly.html - Something by Luis Miguel.

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/07/streets-of-fire-music-lyrics.html - Music from "Streets of Fire" done by the group "Fire Inc." with powerful sigh-inducing vocals.

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/07/awakened-by-travesty-3-floyds.html - Time, the Great Gig in the Sky and Breathe (as part of one of the videos) but listed as a song by itself from the Pink Floyd websites.

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/07/when-smoke-is-going-down-always.html - Two songs by the Scorpions, "When the Smoke is going down" and "Always somewhere".

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/07/100-of-misery.html - Video link to "I Get Weak" by Belinda Carlisle.

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/07/love-story-in-my-dreams.html - Lyrics to "Still Loving You" by the Scorpions, but no video.

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/07/tentacle-love.html - The theme song to the cult sci-fi classic "The Green Slime".

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/07/happy-4th-of-july-2008.html - Jimi Hendrix plays "The Star Spangled Banner" for the crowds.

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/07/failing-life-altogether.html - Adele's "Chasing Pavements" and the musical score from "The Red Violin".

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/07/gary-jules-mad-world-lyrics-all-around.html - Gary Jules "Mad World" which was originally done by Tears for Fears.

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/06/little-closer.html - "Closer" by NeYo.

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/06/call-me.html - "Call Me" by Tweet; damned sexy woman she is! YUM!!

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/05/limited-edition-reprinted.html - Cowboy by Kid Rock; no video but the lyrics are there.

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/05/some-days-you-just-feel-off-kilter.html - "Smack my Bitch Up" by Prodigy.

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/05/sometimes-you-need-something-else.html - Alicia Key's "Like you'll never see me again".

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/05/spring-break-sucked-reprint.html - "New York Minute" by Don Henley.

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/05/portishead-roads-lyrics-video-song.html - "Roads" by Portished.

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/05/show-must-go-on-reprint.html - "The Show Must Go On" by Queen.

http://afare24get.blogspot.com/2008/05/green-goblin-spider-man.html - "Hero" by Chad Koger of Nickelback.

A Little Music Tonight

Ennio Morricone always played to the heart of the macho man; like the old addage says, "Let music soothe the savage beast" and his music always takes us somewhere. The music was so incredibly powerful that it moved through the Old West, the Depression and the ancient times of the exploration of the new world. I always like his music as a way of thinking, of feeling and making my pleasure sources widen with my imagination.

I spoke with a friend of mine, and she told me that I was unique in that I still pursued my dreams even 20+ years after high school. She told me that it was a good thing that I am not following the pragmatic route that all my friends have taken so far in life.

Gone are the dreams of being judges on the Supreme Court, musicans in a rock band, cartoonist for DC or Marvel comics, actresses opposite of Harrison Ford or on tour with AC/DC and just enjoying life.

All their dreams are dead - mine are not. All they have are their mortgages, student loans, complaints, bald spot, divorces, and families. I live in scorn of my own family now, watched carefully for signs of homosexuality and more disappointment.

At this point the only good thing I am doing is graduating college in May 2009. And then it's on to a career, and another wife, and a few affairs, or something similar, and another bout of sadness and despair and suicide attempts.

But, I must traverse, even if it's all for nothing in this life. Maybe like Van Gogh or Henry Darger my genius will be seen as a part of my madness during my living stage and celebrated in my death.

Wait ... that sounds wrong.

Oh well ... que sera sera.

Enjoy the music.



Julian



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The finale from "Once Upon A Time in the West" - very cool ending scene

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The final gunfight from "For A Few Dollars More" - the chimes on the pocket watch would be something I'd love to have for myself.

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This is "Ecstacy of Gold" from "The Good, the Bad & the Ugly", in which Eli Wallach's character of Tuco finds the resting place
of the hidden gold played live in concert.

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Deborah's theme from "Once Upon a Time in America", the song played when one of the guys saw the character of Jennifer Connelly, always relating that something beautiful can
still be tarnished like all dreams.

The Future Explained in Beers

Read Carefully ... don't just look at the pictures.

~lol~

Julian

The US Tax System Explained in Beer

Suppose that every day, ten men go out for beer and the bill for all ten comes to $100. If they paid their bill the way we pay our taxes, it would go something like this:

The first four men (the poorest) would pay nothing.
The fifth would pay $1.
The sixth would pay $3.
The seventh would pay $7.
The eighth would pay $12.
The ninth would pay $18.
The tenth man (the richest) would pay $59.

So, that's what they decided to do. The ten men drank in the bar every day and seemed quite happy with the arrangement, until one day, the owner threw them a curve. 'Since you are all such good customers,' he said, 'I'm going to reduce the cost of your daily beer by $20. 'Drinks for the ten now cost just $80. The group still wanted to pay their bill the way we pay our taxes so the first four men were unaffected. They would still drink for free. But what about the other six men - the paying customers?

How could they divide the $20 windfall so that everyone would get his 'fair share?' They realized that $20 divided by six is $3.33. But if they subtracted that from everybody's share, then the fifth man and the sixth man would each end up being paid to drink his beer. So, the bar owner suggested that it would be fair to reduce each man's bill by roughly the same amount, and he proceeded to work out the amounts each should pay.



And so the fifth man, like the first four, now paid nothing (100% savings).
The sixth now paid $2 instead of $3 (33%savings).
The seventh now pay $5 instead of $7 (28%savings).
The eighth now paid $9 instead of $12 (25% savings).
The ninth now paid $14 instead of $18 (22% savings).
The tenth now paid $49 instead of $59 (16% savings).

Each of the six was better off than before. And the first four continued to drink for free. But once outside the restaurant, the men began to compare their savings.

'I only got a dollar out of the $20,' declared the sixth man.
He pointed to the tenth man, 'but he got $10! ''Yeah, that's right,' exclaimed the fifth man.
'I only saved a dollar, too. It's unfair that he got ten times more than I! ''That's true!!' shouted the seventh man.
'Why should he get $10 back when I got only two?
The wealthy get all the breaks!
''Wait a minute,' yelled the first four men in unison. 'We didn't get anything at all. The system exploits the poor!
'The nine men surrounded the tenth and beat him up. The next night the tenth man (the richest) didn't show up for drinks, so the nine sat down and had beers without him. But when it came time to pay the bill, they discovered something important. They didn't have enough money between all of them for even half of the bill!

And that, boys and girls, journalists and college professors, is how our tax system works. The people who pay the highest taxes get the most benefit from a tax reduction. Tax them too much, attack them for being wealthy, and they just may not show up anymore. In fact, they might start drinking overseas where the atmosphere is somewhat friendlier.

David R. Kamerschen, Ph.D.Professor of Economics University of Georgia

For those who understand, no explanation is needed.
For those who do not understand, no explanation is possible.

And now, presenting ... THE D-CUP SQUAD!!

Well, I have to admit this, though I must say, if it's not obvious to some, it will be to others. My name is Julian and I am a breast-man ... the idea of a major tit-fucking and the loss of my own seminal delights should be known.

And these are the major contenders outside of porn; granted, Vida, Nikki & Veronika have all been nude somewhere from Penthouse or Playboy magazine, to soft or hardcore videos found on DVD or in a few places on the web. But, I've only seen them playing with other women or themselves ... and it's not like I am seeing them using giant toys screaming "FUCK ME FUCK ME JULIAN OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!" - or any other bullshit like that. ~lol~

Denise Milani was a surprise, as I spent some time with the Losoya's one evening and Xavier's MySpace was going with these images on someone's blog. When I whistled Mrs. Losoya growled and I knew that was my cue to seek out her images alone to amuse myself.

And ... in no particular order, the most amazing bosoms on the internet.

Blessings,

Julian

******

Vida Guerra

Veronika Zemanova

Sophia Vergara

Nikki Nova

Denise Milani

Aria Giovanni

Something About Me (reprinted from MySpace)

(Written last week)..:

I am fairly vain & conceited. There are few if any redeeming qualities in my life as it is and I don't think I am unrepentant, just honest and hedonistic. I still think that my end would be like Durer's painting, of the old knight: last journey, dog & horse, weapon, the Devil and Death all about. The dog is his salvation, in my eyes, walking between him & evil itself in the background next to the horse.

See link for more information: http://www.wga.hu/frames-e.html?/html/d/durer/2/13/4/071.html

9:30 a.m. – more people entering the Laundromat. Least it's not a bunch of hung over 'mojados' (that's the shit-kicker racist in me griping about the illegal's again) making long distance calls on cell phones or littering the ground with calling cards and cigarette butts, telling one another about last nights beer, or about how much money they're sending home.

(Written this today)

I avoided last week's rush to chronicle because it would be too much of a cliché: angry American frustrated with violence overseas and remembering 09/11. Droll, very droll. The world seems as cold as it was before the national tragedy, and we're selfish and self-centered again as always. Capitalism rules, right next to conceit and contempt!

I'm always hustling, and really I mean short of peddling my ass on the street corner, and I hate living as I do, but this is my last chance for a career, a little consumption, and maybe a moment of love. And if not, then lust is good too.

God I sound like such a fucking whiny asswipe. I guess that's why I post my pictures here, a few incoherent thoughts, and some songs I like for people to see or listen to more about me and what's past the crunchy shell next to the nougat center.

I have kept from cyber-begging, and my ADD focuses me on my internal pleasures (sex, self-gratification, shopping, stealing) but keeps me from completing something meaningful or substantial.

I haven't written a new screenplay since I worked on my Brother Word processor (imagine hearing the clack-clack-clacking all day when writing) and then there are the pin-ups, pictures, paintings, half-done illustrations and sketches leaking out of notebooks and backpacks galore. And Lordy, I need to apologize to so many people for letting them down.

I'm sorry. So very sorry.

Will I ever be done I wonder?

Can I finish all my projects and make a real contribution to mankind?

Will I be remembered?

Let's see what people know about me:

1. Where did you meet me? In person or on-line?

2. What university was I expelled out of for one class?

3. What branch of the service was I kicked out of?

4. Who do I connect to more, Ursula K. LeGuin or Leon Uris?

5. Where do I live? Do I have any children?

6. Do I have a dog or a gun? Both? Neither?

7. Have you seen me in person, naked, or do you want to?

8. How many times have I been married? How many divorces?

9. Am I a drunk or a doper? Or am I just fat?

10. Have you called me just to cry or is there always an ulterior motive?

11. Have I called you just to cry or did I make someone (you or me) smile in the end?

12. Should men be answering these questions also?

13. Am I that evasive or am I more concerned with someone else's needs?

14. Have you received a letter from me, proving my existence? Do you want one? (Christmas is coming so I have to get a proper image for the card, maybe something like this … )

Can't wait to see the responses ...

Love,

Jules

A Toss Up ... I Mean 'Off' (Reprinted from MySpace)

A Toss Up

I keep my eyes open for hot women; after all, who doesn't like looking? Or at least, what man doesn't like taking a glance at some sensual curves and the delightful figure of a good-looking woman who crosses his path? I like women with curves, so looking at the Victoria's Secret models is fine, but I always like something more, even something as exaggerated as Tiffany Towers or Sarenna Lee, and I have met Sarenna Lee. Damn, what a hug! But then you get a closer look and you feel something… besides your erection.

Aside from lust there's always the pleasure of living. I mean, you can live to fuck and you can fuckin' live. But without sustenance there's no energy, no validity, no life. And in doing so you must find a way to enjoy that life. Aesthetically there's one way to live: with a woman pleasing to the eye. And few are as pleasing to the eye as Vida Guerra. Now if you like the sloe eyes and dark hair, there's Aria Giovanni. If you seek a perfect figure, and I DO mean perfect, there's Veronika Zemanova. But if you want ass for days, a perfect bosom to lay your head on, and someone to smile up at you from astride her amazing d-cups as you do the most wicked things possible with your imagination and her photo layout, then look no further than Vida Guerra. Dark skin, black long hair that would feel good woven into your fingers or tugged from behind, a spankable, full round ass that makes its' own shelf. And those tits, my lord, stand so firm and high, round and full, with perfect nipples, a cleft of cleavage that slips a seam of desire down a trail of her flat stomach to the very mound of delight. WOW! And that still doesn't get to that heartbreaker of a smile…

But who could be the only opposite contender to a man's heart? His stomach would be the only other persuasion. And that leads us to my toss up (Not my toss off dear surveyor of my filth!) between Vida Guerra and Rachel Ray. This lady is a cook with her own daytime show sponsored by Oprah Winfrey. Oprah gambled on Dr. Phil's country-fried wisdom and face-forward diagnosis.

Upon consulting an image search, I learned that Rachel Ray had been a babe-model for FHM and can be found in the cutest layout wearing a smile (A big smile!) and some secret sauce. She his wearing a lot let more than Vida Guerra but nonetheless, so damned yummy. Unfortunately I have never seen a Vida Guerra video with sound or a point other than to stare at that amazing figure in motion, even in slow-motion. On the opposite panel, Rachel Ray shows amazing aplomb, wit and creativity. One of her best thoughts is to use the "last bits of the jars" as some sort of glazing or sauces depending on what the mixture could be or the entrée she may want to create. Rachel ray not only has a amazing collection of recipes and cookbooks, but there is also a collection of recipes for kids called "Cooking Rocks" by the amazing lady herself.

Giggling, laughter, motion, wiggling, and the fact that Rachel is married cuts my chances down. After that I am certain that Vida is somewhat unavailable and too sexy for a guy like me. God, and on top of that I am also somewhat ugly, so the chances come down a little more each time.

I am off in search of lust on-line. Love is trite and used, and lacking any true idealism I ca safely rule that out of my life. After all, a meal with Rachel Ray and a night with Vida Guerra could be the most fulfilling method of ending my life. Of course, watching them wrestle in pudding and being told, "You get to lick the winner and the loser clean", well… what a way to go.

Adios!

~J~

Vida's World

Sweet wallpapers and cell phone images!

Phun.org

Great pictures - totally top-notch!

FHM United States

Open Your Eyes Magazine

Sweet Vida Guerra

Nice collection of images.

The Rachel Ray Show

Food Network

Oprah Winfrey Show

Type in her name for what she has to say about food in other exotic places such as New York.

Rachel Ray's 30 Minute Cooking

This is Rachel Ray's 30 Minute collections of shows and recipes.

Amazon Book Sellers

Type the name of Rachel Ray into the "Search" area.

You Tube

Type in either name to see what both do and are like; one video of each will be imbedded into a blog later.

A Bride to Be ... or to Double-D

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My Name Began Here

I am being bad ... someone's aching to cheat on their spouse (I shan't say if it's male or female as some of you readers fantasize! ~wink~)

Here's how we're feeling; hopefully my university won't find out. Of course if it mattered would I ever post anything here?



Love you All,




Julian

Application Dumped Today

I have dumped my application for student teaching with my universitys' teaching college and I placed my information at their disposal, thus if they don't like what "Julian G" has done in the past in any way (including the things I am discreet about) then I am done for in any way.

Should I toss away my old stories, maybe get rid of the postings and crush the past into little bits of misery and sadness? Or should I look for another way of living so I'm not fucking my cheerleaders on the desk when it's tutoring time?

There's a lot of sadness in teaching. I've seen the horror of people being shot in teaching, threats, misery, divorces and the like, since Columbine and the double-lives we lead sometimes in pursuit of our dreams.

What's gonna happen to me?

I'll keep you all posted.

Many blessings & much love,

Julian

http://www.sidewalkhoes.com/teen/121406/cheerleader-sex-fac9c2.html

http://www.mybunnygirls.com/galleries/tyrannized-070530/index035.html

http://allbyme.com/cheerleader-auditions-tiana/

A Smile After the Frown

Dear Readers,

I purged my feelings and I am feeling better. A few of my friends helped me put the idiocy of bureaucracy into perspective. I found a few songs that make me smile & hopefully the lyrics & videos will make you smile as they made me smile.

I miss my old Yahoo 360 page ... maybe one day I'll find my way back into the best of the world and make a living at my dreams, being the best as opposed to feeling mediocre.
For now I'll find a way to smile.

Always,

Julian

Stevie Wonder » Love Light In Flight Lyrics


Make me feel like paradise
Give me what I'm missing
Send me to the highest heights
Take me up and away

I've tasted love so many times
With something always missing
But I know that you got the kind
To take me up and away

I know that our journey
Will be filled with passion, love and pleasure
Touching down where only
Satisfaction’s guaranteed
We won't let our feelings
Auto pilot perfect navigation
Sending us to love bliss
Like no one ever knew could be

Make me feel like paradise
Fill me with your kisses
Make the moment feel just right
Take me up and away

'Cause I have waited all my life / Flying high
For the one worth giving / Love sky high
And I don't have to think twice / Flying high
Let's go up and away

[Background]
Love light in flight
Fuel injection passion
[Repeat 1 time]

[Background] - Flying high, love sky high

We need just to feel it
To know that our loving has the power
Showing that these feelings
Emanate from you and me
With love high aviation
We will fly forever and one hour
Giving us the always
To live out all our fantasies

Make me feel like paradise
Give me what I'm missing
Send me to the highest heights
Take me up and away

I've tasted love so many times / Flying high
With something always missing / Love sky high
But I know that you got the kind / Flying high
To take me up and away

[Repeat along with all backgrounds]

http://www.lyricsdomain.com/19/stevie_wonder/love_light_in_flight.html

Waiting For A Girl Like You lyrics

So long - I've been looking too hard

I've been waiting too long.
Sometimes I don't know what I will find

I only know it's a matter of time.
When you love someone - when you love someone

It feels so right so warm and true -
I need to know if you feel it too.
Maybe I'm wrong -
Won't you tell me if I'm coming on too strong?
This heart of mine has been hurt before

This time I wanna be sure.

I've been waiting for a girl like you
To come into my life.
I've been waiting for a girl like you

A love that will sunrive.
I've bee waiting for someone new to make me feel alive
Yeah
waiting for a girl like you to come into my life.
You're so good - when we make love it's understood

It's more than a touch or a word we say.
Only in dreams could it be this way

When you love someone - yeah
really love someone.
Now
I know it's right

From the moment I wake up till deep in the night

There's nowhere on earth that I'd rather be
Than holding you tenderly.
I've been waiting for a girl like you . . .
I've been waiting
waiting for you.
I've been waiting
I've been waiting
yeah -
Won't you come into my life?

http://www.elyrics.net/read/f/foreigner-lyrics/waiting-for-a-girl-like-you-lyrics.html