Dessicated tears

Some days my life feels as if it's spinning out of control, and more than anything, I FUCKIN' LOVE the whilrwind I'm in from day to day. My mind is racing like mad with thoughts as to what I'll do short of prostitution and cyber-begging to maintain my dignity and to stop borrowing money from friends.

Since the university of horse-shit has completely denied my enty in any way I have to have some fucking class to get by in the fall. IF I lose my spot I'll need to reenter and resubmit and reapply for all the crap placements necessary to get in just to fuckin' work like a broke-ass slave for the asswipes at the college & the school I'll be assigned to in the Spring.

GODDAMMIT!!!

I don't want to hear how 'Thing's will come in their time', or 'Patience is a virtue' ... 'Patience my ass, I'm gonna fucking kill something!'

That's my motto.

Gary Jules » Mad World Lyrics

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world ... world
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