Some days you can't help yourself. The pictures come in, the names pile up, and they all want something wicked you can only provide to them from time to time, not repeatedly, and that makes you nuts.
You're addicted.
Seriously, and there's nothing you can do to slide out of it.
More women, younger & older, infect your life, in ways you never dreamed of in the past,and you're loving it feeling like you're in your 20's and a rock star. You just can't help yourself and you love it more than is possible. Blurry-eyed, you can stare and you can watch and wish and recall her voice, her words, her images on video-cam & in the pictures she willingly sent you.
Is that what you're feeling when your heart races and your stomach lurches in anticipation, and you dream about her, licking your lips, feeling her body in your dreams ... wishing for so much more than you'll both ever deserve?
Madness?
Obsession?
Perversion?
Insanity?
Addiction?
Has she truly accepted you want her so badly you're willing to ruin both your lives for her?Or are you a momentary lapse of reason?
Escape your obsession - let her heart fly away. Without it she's gonna be ruined.
Love her from afar.
What else can you do?
Maybe ... maybe not.
~J~
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