Thursday, June 21, 2012

Something to keep me going

I love music.
Recently as I rode to work (even summer school) I found myself looking for something interesting, and this came out. I am trying to get to next week.
This weekend I will be sending out notes to all the subscribers and hopefully connect and close this link except for those who've been personal friends, lovers or connections.
Yes, supporters too. I am keeping what I can close to me but still expressing myself. I don't want to hide everything but there are some things I only want some people to have.
You're the ones.
Thank you for keeping me alive.
Much love,



afare24get


 




 

Friday, June 15, 2012

Thursday, June 14, 2012

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Thinking Carefully ...




I am thinking about taking this blog to a Private/Invitation Only status, and will have a certain number of people I will send invites to, such as those who've been close to me for years now, and those who make an effort to respond.

Like Facebook, I am thinking of turning pro, or going public.  I am going to try selling my stories on Amazon, Smashmouth and (maybe) Lulu's websites, as I may be publishing novels.  My own, but hopefully sales will be as encouraging as downloads.  Now I've gotten two (2) responses to my posting, but I am hoping for more to know where & how to market my stories/characters/books.

Sunday I'll have an idea where I stand, and if this isn't just me being egotistical or if there's hope as an artist.  I don't want to do the next "50 Shades of Grey", and go about the country reading the book to people.  Anything I create is personal, almost like a whisper, a secret I am willing to share with you if you open the pages.

I don't want to be famous, just successful.  Lee Harvey Oswald is famous, but few know who the top 20 Millionaires in the US are today, and may not recognize them on the street if they crossed paths.  That's what I want, as I want it, since I'm not writing something of book recognition status.  I want to thrill you, make you smile, and enjoy what you read, knowing you got the best quality possible.

So ... 20 days.  Maybe 30 but we'll make a bigger announcement next week, after Sunday.

Take care.

Thank you all for everything.







afare24get


Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Talk to Me


Talk to Me

Dear Readers,

I, the perverted author, am genuinely interested in what you’re thinking when you read my story.  Is it fodder for your desires, something unfulfilled that you’re dying to see happen or a wish of something that never was, or are you just enjoying the prose I gave my heart and soul to in my stories?  Do they make you smile, moan, gasp or just lose control?
In one weekend, very recently, I went into a great number of downloads, meaning someone’s finding, sharing, storing or doing something with my stories.  That had a great deal of appeal for me, meaning there could be a future in my writing.  Hopefully I am not deluding myself.
The next step for me is going into self-publication, meaning I’ll be offering my stories on-line through someone like Amazon, SmashMouth or Lulu’s websites for purchase.  Yes, there still will be stories here and at Literotica but I’d also like to pay back some of my student loans, and if you’ve read my personal blog you’ll see minimum wage doesn’t pay the tax or the cookie man.  I have a few novels in mind, but I’d like to know a little something about you, my reader, if you’d be so kind. 
Nothing here is going to anyone: not a publisher, not to a website, nor into a permanent archive, and certainly not the FBI or whomever is trying to monitor all our reading preferences.  I am asking because I am trying to make a service work.  And that service is being a fair, competent author.  I don’t want someone’s suggestion (such as a publisher or certain company) to bite me on the ass and then I am hearing from fans/friends after the fact, if you’d done this we’d like your work more.”
You can cut & paste this survey with an X, in each blank space for an answer to my questions.  If you have any specifics or suggestions, you can add them on to the bottom after the survey and I’ll read them.  Every one of you who reads & makes an effort to answer this survey will get a little something (hopefully) in your e-mail from me directly.  Don’t send any attachments please; I’m not sending you Viruses so don’t send me any with this survey.

Thank you for your time.

Sincerely,


afare24get


When done CUT & PASTE this into an e-mail & send it to the following address:  a_fare_2_4get@hotmail.com

Are you male ___ or female ___?
Age group: 18-24 ____ 25-34 ____ 35-45 ____ 45-56 ____ 57+ ____
Do you seek out certain writers weekly?  Yes ___ No ____
Do you take suggestions from … ?  The Publishers____ The websites ____ Word of Mouth ____
Do you offer suggestions on … ? Blogs ____ Forums _____ Personal Sites ____ Message Boards ____
Do you have a certain number of authors you follow at all times (Favorites)?  Yes ____ No ____
If so how many?  1- 4 _____ 5-10 ____ 11-15 ____ 16-21 ____ 21 or more ____
Am I one of your favorites? Yes ___ No ____
Do you ever connect with your author’s?  Yes ____ No ___
If so, how?  Direct E-mail ____ Comments to Story ____ Message Boards _____ At story sites with other fans ____
Do you like/want your favorite author connecting with you in return?  Yes ____ No ____
Do you like downloading erotica/porn for your personal use/collection? _____
Do you have a collection of erotica for your personal reading library?  Yes ____ No ____
What size?  Small _____ (few select/choice authors) Medium ____ (few collections) Large _____ (Assorted/MANY)
Would you pay for erotica from your favorite author?  Yes ___ No ____
If so, how much?  99¢ _____ $1.99 ____ $2.99 _____ $3.99 _____ $5.99 _____ More ____ More in print _____

What would the price depend on in paying for erotic novels/downloads?

Check all that apply: Author ____ Price ____ Cover Art ____ Art inside the novel ____ Suggestions from other readers ____
Publisher/website suggestions ____ Reputation ____ Free Previews ____ Length of novel ____ Reviews by other readers ____

Do you like leaving reviews, either favorable or unfavorable?  Yes ____ No ____
If you had the chance, would you steal a copy of the erotic novel?  Yes ___ No ____
If you could afford a novel, but still had the chance to steal it, would you?  Yes ____ No _____
Do you have any suggestions to this author?  If so, what suggestions would you offer me?  Is there anything you’d like written about that hasn’t been done before, either for free or for general consumption?

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Crying and Candles



"Suspicion always haunts the guilty mind; the thief doth fear each bush an officer."
                                                                         ~ 3 King Henry VI, Act 5/Scene 6

I haven't been valiant, brave or a good man.  I lay waste to the talent I am given and tonight, I am sad.  I am hoping prayer works and the smallest of God's creatures recovers, as I am sneaking it milk, cheese and some sandwich meat in hopes it's just a little dehydrated and ill, nothing too serious. 

I've been here before, and I don't like it.




I don't think, however, that my neighbors have taken the best care possible, of their new puppy.  Heart-worm drugs for my dog cost a bundle, and vaccinations aren't cheap.  They said they got it off craigslist but they don't remember much but that the dog cost $100 and the guy assured them it had been given all its' puppy shots and vaccinations.

To them it's an animal.  Maybe that's all it should be to me.  But I see it as wounded, needing love and care, and I can't give it to that poor little puppy. It's a sweet dog, always running up to bark at me and to give kisses to my dogs through the fence.  Now that I see it as sick I can't let my dogs get near it so we're in a crowded house scenario.



I spoke to the neighbors directly, but they're more gang thug than pup walkers.  I see the doggie under the tree, sleeping/resting, maybe just trying to stay alive.  I can't do anything for it as it's not my dog.  And I can't complain to the damned authorities because they're goddamned eunuchs like me: ball less servants to the almighty dollar and the finish of the day.  I wish I could just buy the dog, save it and give it to a good home, but that's not the case.  I'm afraid I'll awake and find it dead under it's tree or in the middle of the yard.

"The law?  The law is a human institution."
                               Sheriff Cooley/O Brother Where Art Thou? (2000)

I keep hoping San Antonio will have a No-Kill Shelter, but they were trying for it by 2011 when I wrote my first account in September 2009.  It's 2012 and the prospect has been basically abandoned; on Sunday along side of the road you can find people and selling dogs like mad, claiming they're AKC but I doubt the usual criteria for sales is visible tattoos, flip-flops and primer-coated cars as marketability for $200 + dogs.

(That sounds bad & I apologize deeply, but there's no regulation.  I've tried calling the cops & animal services but they don't operate complaints on the weekends when the flea market is open & noone is selling roadside M-F 8am to 5pm.  Cash businesses don't need bankers hours.)

Maybe we need legislature like Louisiana has regarding roadside sales.

Maybe I need to be braver than I am, or maybe I need to stick and KEEP my head in the sand.

Maybe ... but no answers.

Bed time.

Sleep will bring peace, and hopefully an answered prayer.

Good night dear friends, readers and the world in general.

'Til next time.