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New Story - Summertime Lessons

Summertime Lessons with Samantha

I'm a writer in Texas & met another writer, a gorgeous young womanwanting to publish an incest story involving a brother & sister.


After a few deliberations about the characters we agreed and beganto write outour ideas & responses via e-mails.


So, in the above link, you're able to READ our collected responses.



Needless to say for us, the story has taken on a life of its' own and we're happy this little bit of fiction is posted here forall to enjoy reading as much as we've enjoyed writing it.




Now a Disclaimer: "The story is ABSOLUTE FICTION! No resemblence toanyone we know has occurred in any way. Our characters are unique andindividual creations; they're not 'hommages' or anything so trite. Nocrimes were or are being committed in creating this work of FICTION!"



If the incestuous relationship between a teenage girl and her brother isa little off-putting, please read ANYTHING else you wish BUT THIS STORY!!

You've been warned with a big smile. Enjoy.


Blessings,






Julian (afare24get)

Angrier Than Before

I used to think I hated my life before, and now I see I hate my life even MORE! I just got a check from 2 school districts: it was less than $450 for about 9 days work!

Bullshit!

I am not earning a living, I am getting a fucking allowance.

THIS is why they can't get quality substitute teachers: someone can pay more.

Sadly, I need the goddamned money!

I have to make a life without depending on anyone ... and I have to make my dreams come true.

People make every kind of imaginable vice about, and they make a living if not their dreams come true.

I try doing well, just enough to get by, and I am losing my shirt and my fucking mind!

My heart is breaking, and I hate my world.

I want to run, but there's nowhere to go.

I want to cry but if I do there's a sign of weakness I don't need the world to see.

I wish my realities would come from my dreams, but they're breaking my heart.

Someday ... right?

I'm 42, and I want to have children, and to be happy. Satisfied, with my life, my accomplishments, and with my desires not to be unfulfilled.

Remembrance

Remembrance

In the laundromat’s din
I recall my favorite sin
sigh and fall into my trance
of my remembrance

It feels like a dream
That woman so bright
I loved her too much
I wanted that wife

But it was doomed all along
We’re too far apart
We couldn’t hope for a song
The life we’d never start

She said good-bye as I
were nothing
She’s moved on fast
Onto another fling

I don’t even ring
I don’t even write
She had a new thing
She has a new life

Does she look at her laptop
wondering about me?
Or does she make her coffee,
and love another and flee?

I hate haunting her
though I miss her so
I’m trying to be good
I’m trying to let go.

The coffee is sweet
the memory is bitter
I wish she’d find me
I’d never release her.

But that’s not my lot
I wish her the best
I hope she’s behaving
I won’t go out west
In the dark of night
loving someone else
It’s her voice I hear
as clear as a bell.

I’m always remembered,
never forgotten.
I wish she’d want me
even though I am rotten

We planned for so much
future fantasies and dreams.
All that dissipated
like coffee and creams.

I wish she’d say I love you once again
I’d accept it no matter the pain
Should she ever see this
It’s my honest truth:

I love you now, a remembrance, and an absolute.

Just a few thoughts ...

I Just Can't Stop Loving You lyrics

I Just Want To Lay Next To You
For Awhile
You Look So Beautiful Tonight
Your Eyes Are So Lovely
Your Mouth Is So Sweet
A Lot Of People
Misunderstand Me
That's Because They Don't
Know Me At All
I Just Want To Touch You
And Hold You
I Need You
God I Need You
I Love You So Much

[Michael]
Each Time The Wind Blows
I Hear Your Voice So
I Call Your Name . . .
Whispers At Morning
Our Love Is Dawning
Heaven's Glad You Came . . .

You Know How I Feel
This Thing Can't Go Wrong
I'm So Proud To Say
I Love You
Your Love's Got Me High
I Long To Get By
This Time Is Forever
Love Is The Answer

[Siedah]
I Hear Your Voice Now
You Are My Choice Now
The Love You Bring
Heaven's In My Heart
At Your Call
I Hear Harps,
And Angels Sing

You Know How I Feel
This Thing Can't Go Wrong
I Can't Live My Life
Without You

[Michael]
I Just Can't Hold On

[Siedah]
I Feel We Belong

[Michael]
My Life Ain't Worth Living
If I Can't Be With You

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
And If I Stop . . .
Then Tell Me Just What
Will I Do

[Siedah]
'Cause I Just Can't Stop
Loving You

[Michael]
At Night When The
Stars Shine
I Pray In You I'll Find
A Love So True . . .

[Siedah]
When Morning Awakes Me
Will You Come And Take Me
I'll Wait For You

[Michael]
You Know How I Feel
I Won't Stop Until
I Hear Your Voice Saying
"I Do"

[Siedah]
"I Do"
This Thing Can't Go Wrong

[Michael]
This Feeling's So Strong

[Siedah]
Well, My Life Ain't
Worth Living

[Both]
If I Can't Be With You
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
And If I Stop . . .
Then Tell Me, Just What
Will I Do

[Michael]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Siedah]
We Can Change All The World
Tomorrow

[Michael]
We Can Sing Songs Of
Yesterday

[Siedah]
I Can Say, Hey . . .Farewell
To Sorrow

[Michael]
This Is My Life And I,

[Both]
Want To See You For Always
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Siedah]
No, Baby

[Michael]
Oh!

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Siedah]
If I Can't Stop!

[Both]
And If I Stop . . .

[Siedah]
No

[Michael]
Oh! Oh! Oh . . .Oh . . .

[Siedah]
What Will I Do? Uh . . .Ooh . . .
(Then Tell Me, Just What
Will I Do)

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Michael]
Hee! Hee! Hee! Know I Do
Girl!

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Michael]
You Know I Do
And If I Stop . . .

[Both]
Then Tell Me, Just What
Will I Do

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

http://www.elyrics.net/read/m/michael-jackson-lyrics/i-just-can_t-stop-loving-you-lyrics.html

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THE STYLISTICS lyrics - You Make Me Feel Brand New


My love, I'll never find the words, my love
To tell you how I feel, my love
Mere words, could not explain

Precious love, you held my life within your hands
Created everything I am
Taught me how to live again

Only you came when I needed a friend
Believed in me through thick and thin
This song is for you
Filled with graditude and love

God bless you
You make me feel brand new
For God bless me with you
You make me feel brand new
I sing this song 'cause you
Make me feel brand new

My love, when ever I was insecure
You built me up and made me sure
You gave, my pride, back to me

Precious friend, with you I'll always have a friend
You're someone who I can depend
To walk a path that sometimes bends

Without you, life has no meaning or rhyme
Like notes to a song out of time
How can I repay
You for havin' faith in me

God bless you
You made me feel brand new
For God bless me with you
You made me feel brand new
I sing this song for you

http://www.oldielyrics.com/lyrics/the_stylistics/you_make_me_feel_brand_new.html

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GEOGRAPHY OF A WOMAN


Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa :
half discovered, half wild,fertile and naturally beautiful.

Between 23 and 30, a woman is like Europe :
well developed and open to trade, especially for someone of real value.

Between 31 and 35, a woman is like Spain :
very hot, relaxed, and convinced of her own beauty.

Between 36 and 40, a woman is like Greece :
gently aging but still a warm and desirable place to visit.

Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain :
with a glorious and all conquering past.

Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Israel :
has been through war, doesn't make the same mistakes twice,
takes care of business.

Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Canada :
self-preserving, but open to meeting new people.

After 70, she becomes Tibet :
wildly beautiful, with a mysterious past
and the wisdom of the ages,
an adventurous spirit and a thirst for spiritual knowledge.


GEOGRAPHY OF A MAN

Between 1 and 90,
a man is like Iran,
ruled by nuts.

What Do I Want

A friend asked me what I want in life, and I have been thinking about it for some time now. It’s not easy to make a list of factors, thoughts, and ideas that you’d like to either solidify or realize as your limits or goals per se. I don’t think I ever wanted anything tangible in all honesty. But I’ve been on the good & bad side of a relationship and I know what I’d like from a partner, lover and friend.

So let’s begin:

• · Honesty: I want to tell them the things I like such as my penchant for age-play, role-play, costuming and the like. I don’t want to be caught doing something that is repugnant to them.
• · Communication: I’d love to discuss the factors in having an orgy, or not having an orgy. Any fantasy, desire or thought is open to discussion, such as whom to and not to bring into a threesome, where we’re going for vacation, or why that mass or concert sucked so badly.
• · Warmth: I want this person to be the first and last thought I ever have in my head, even when I wake up or slip asleep next to them. I want them wanting me just as much.
• · Caring: PDA’s would not be something held back in any way.
• · A Family: This person should be willing to bear my children. They should also want to have children, not find them an obligation of age or anything as trivial as a biological clock.
• · Acceptance: I want to know that if I have a hedonistic moment of lust I won’t be discarded, mainly because the person I love thinks with their genitals also, and may slip from time to time.
• · A Mind: I want to talk about movies, my thoughts, my life, fantasies, write, read and still have moments of absolute peace and quiet that are the bonding of our lives.
• · A Soul: this person should care for me as much as I care for her; limitlessly, endlessly, and never feel as if they have to submit to me. Granted, I’d like a submissive in my life but walking beside me, always knowing who she belongs to, and what I really want of her in my life.
• · Beauty: That’s Inner as well as Outer beauty. I don’t have that yet so I have to keep working at it a little longer. But I do like myself naked more so than I did a few years ago so that in itself is a plus!
• · Talent: This person should be willing to paint, to play musical instruments, celebrate life, dance and drop everything at the drop of a hat to run off on an adventure.
• · Fearlessness: I want to ride the roller coaster, play paintball games, and run around strange woods camping in new places, hoping to learn more about myself and what I like and want for myself.
• · Unafraid: This isn’t the same as fearless because I want someone who’s going to share what’s inside themselves so they can have a satisfying, rich life also; I don’t think I’d like being serviced 24/7, but I could be wrong. I want them smiling as much as I would smile.

In some circles I am just a writer and artist, and in other places I am a Daddy-Dom meaning I like ‘schoolgirls’ and the roles they play in satisfying a age-play fantasy. In some places I am a wicked man, in others a loving, generous man. All I want to know is that someone will see all these facets accept, and polish and enjoy them as much as I enjoy being each and every one of these people.

One woman recently embodied all those things and so much more, but she chose another life and I must move forward, making myself smile, seeking the pleasure of the new days, and hoping for the best. What will happen or where it will take me is another story.

Onward.

Blessings,

Julian

Starr Search - A Little Background

I am beginning a new series in the vein of the old Greenleaf Books from the 70's & 80's, which were so damned wild, they go fast & pricey on eBay.

I've collected them locally in smut shops and flea markets, vintage bookstores and resale shops whenever they pop up.

Thus, my new series, which will have MUCH shorter chapters, and more nitty-gritty wicked sex.

Hopefully it will become a popular series.

And here's the first three (3) chapters of Starr Search!

Now what does Starr really look like? Well, after meeting her on-line, chatting and her showing me a r/l picture, I was thrilled she looks something like this gorgeous angel:

And what happens to her? Well, here's chapter one:

And then there's chapter two:

And chapter three:

I do hope you read & enjoy this series, and when it's posted on Literotica I'll create a link or just check my postings profile.

Thank you all for your support.

Blessings,

Julian