And now, presenting ... THE D-CUP SQUAD!!

Well, I have to admit this, though I must say, if it's not obvious to some, it will be to others. My name is Julian and I am a breast-man ... the idea of a major tit-fucking and the loss of my own seminal delights should be known.

And these are the major contenders outside of porn; granted, Vida, Nikki & Veronika have all been nude somewhere from Penthouse or Playboy magazine, to soft or hardcore videos found on DVD or in a few places on the web. But, I've only seen them playing with other women or themselves ... and it's not like I am seeing them using giant toys screaming "FUCK ME FUCK ME JULIAN OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!" - or any other bullshit like that. ~lol~

Denise Milani was a surprise, as I spent some time with the Losoya's one evening and Xavier's MySpace was going with these images on someone's blog. When I whistled Mrs. Losoya growled and I knew that was my cue to seek out her images alone to amuse myself.

And ... in no particular order, the most amazing bosoms on the internet.

Blessings,

Julian

******

Vida Guerra

Veronika Zemanova

Sophia Vergara

Nikki Nova

Denise Milani

Aria Giovanni

Something About Me (reprinted from MySpace)

(Written last week)..:

I am fairly vain & conceited. There are few if any redeeming qualities in my life as it is and I don't think I am unrepentant, just honest and hedonistic. I still think that my end would be like Durer's painting, of the old knight: last journey, dog & horse, weapon, the Devil and Death all about. The dog is his salvation, in my eyes, walking between him & evil itself in the background next to the horse.

See link for more information: http://www.wga.hu/frames-e.html?/html/d/durer/2/13/4/071.html

9:30 a.m. – more people entering the Laundromat. Least it's not a bunch of hung over 'mojados' (that's the shit-kicker racist in me griping about the illegal's again) making long distance calls on cell phones or littering the ground with calling cards and cigarette butts, telling one another about last nights beer, or about how much money they're sending home.

(Written this today)

I avoided last week's rush to chronicle because it would be too much of a cliché: angry American frustrated with violence overseas and remembering 09/11. Droll, very droll. The world seems as cold as it was before the national tragedy, and we're selfish and self-centered again as always. Capitalism rules, right next to conceit and contempt!

I'm always hustling, and really I mean short of peddling my ass on the street corner, and I hate living as I do, but this is my last chance for a career, a little consumption, and maybe a moment of love. And if not, then lust is good too.

God I sound like such a fucking whiny asswipe. I guess that's why I post my pictures here, a few incoherent thoughts, and some songs I like for people to see or listen to more about me and what's past the crunchy shell next to the nougat center.

I have kept from cyber-begging, and my ADD focuses me on my internal pleasures (sex, self-gratification, shopping, stealing) but keeps me from completing something meaningful or substantial.

I haven't written a new screenplay since I worked on my Brother Word processor (imagine hearing the clack-clack-clacking all day when writing) and then there are the pin-ups, pictures, paintings, half-done illustrations and sketches leaking out of notebooks and backpacks galore. And Lordy, I need to apologize to so many people for letting them down.

I'm sorry. So very sorry.

Will I ever be done I wonder?

Can I finish all my projects and make a real contribution to mankind?

Will I be remembered?

Let's see what people know about me:

1. Where did you meet me? In person or on-line?

2. What university was I expelled out of for one class?

3. What branch of the service was I kicked out of?

4. Who do I connect to more, Ursula K. LeGuin or Leon Uris?

5. Where do I live? Do I have any children?

6. Do I have a dog or a gun? Both? Neither?

7. Have you seen me in person, naked, or do you want to?

8. How many times have I been married? How many divorces?

9. Am I a drunk or a doper? Or am I just fat?

10. Have you called me just to cry or is there always an ulterior motive?

11. Have I called you just to cry or did I make someone (you or me) smile in the end?

12. Should men be answering these questions also?

13. Am I that evasive or am I more concerned with someone else's needs?

14. Have you received a letter from me, proving my existence? Do you want one? (Christmas is coming so I have to get a proper image for the card, maybe something like this … )

Can't wait to see the responses ...

Love,

Jules

A Toss Up ... I Mean 'Off' (Reprinted from MySpace)

A Toss Up

I keep my eyes open for hot women; after all, who doesn't like looking? Or at least, what man doesn't like taking a glance at some sensual curves and the delightful figure of a good-looking woman who crosses his path? I like women with curves, so looking at the Victoria's Secret models is fine, but I always like something more, even something as exaggerated as Tiffany Towers or Sarenna Lee, and I have met Sarenna Lee. Damn, what a hug! But then you get a closer look and you feel something… besides your erection.

Aside from lust there's always the pleasure of living. I mean, you can live to fuck and you can fuckin' live. But without sustenance there's no energy, no validity, no life. And in doing so you must find a way to enjoy that life. Aesthetically there's one way to live: with a woman pleasing to the eye. And few are as pleasing to the eye as Vida Guerra. Now if you like the sloe eyes and dark hair, there's Aria Giovanni. If you seek a perfect figure, and I DO mean perfect, there's Veronika Zemanova. But if you want ass for days, a perfect bosom to lay your head on, and someone to smile up at you from astride her amazing d-cups as you do the most wicked things possible with your imagination and her photo layout, then look no further than Vida Guerra. Dark skin, black long hair that would feel good woven into your fingers or tugged from behind, a spankable, full round ass that makes its' own shelf. And those tits, my lord, stand so firm and high, round and full, with perfect nipples, a cleft of cleavage that slips a seam of desire down a trail of her flat stomach to the very mound of delight. WOW! And that still doesn't get to that heartbreaker of a smile…

But who could be the only opposite contender to a man's heart? His stomach would be the only other persuasion. And that leads us to my toss up (Not my toss off dear surveyor of my filth!) between Vida Guerra and Rachel Ray. This lady is a cook with her own daytime show sponsored by Oprah Winfrey. Oprah gambled on Dr. Phil's country-fried wisdom and face-forward diagnosis.

Upon consulting an image search, I learned that Rachel Ray had been a babe-model for FHM and can be found in the cutest layout wearing a smile (A big smile!) and some secret sauce. She his wearing a lot let more than Vida Guerra but nonetheless, so damned yummy. Unfortunately I have never seen a Vida Guerra video with sound or a point other than to stare at that amazing figure in motion, even in slow-motion. On the opposite panel, Rachel Ray shows amazing aplomb, wit and creativity. One of her best thoughts is to use the "last bits of the jars" as some sort of glazing or sauces depending on what the mixture could be or the entrée she may want to create. Rachel ray not only has a amazing collection of recipes and cookbooks, but there is also a collection of recipes for kids called "Cooking Rocks" by the amazing lady herself.

Giggling, laughter, motion, wiggling, and the fact that Rachel is married cuts my chances down. After that I am certain that Vida is somewhat unavailable and too sexy for a guy like me. God, and on top of that I am also somewhat ugly, so the chances come down a little more each time.

I am off in search of lust on-line. Love is trite and used, and lacking any true idealism I ca safely rule that out of my life. After all, a meal with Rachel Ray and a night with Vida Guerra could be the most fulfilling method of ending my life. Of course, watching them wrestle in pudding and being told, "You get to lick the winner and the loser clean", well… what a way to go.

Adios!

~J~

Vida's World

Sweet wallpapers and cell phone images!

Phun.org

Great pictures - totally top-notch!

FHM United States

Open Your Eyes Magazine

Sweet Vida Guerra

Nice collection of images.

The Rachel Ray Show

Food Network

Oprah Winfrey Show

Type in her name for what she has to say about food in other exotic places such as New York.

Rachel Ray's 30 Minute Cooking

This is Rachel Ray's 30 Minute collections of shows and recipes.

Amazon Book Sellers

Type the name of Rachel Ray into the "Search" area.

You Tube

Type in either name to see what both do and are like; one video of each will be imbedded into a blog later.

A Bride to Be ... or to Double-D

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My Name Began Here

I am being bad ... someone's aching to cheat on their spouse (I shan't say if it's male or female as some of you readers fantasize! ~wink~)

Here's how we're feeling; hopefully my university won't find out. Of course if it mattered would I ever post anything here?



Love you All,




Julian

Application Dumped Today

I have dumped my application for student teaching with my universitys' teaching college and I placed my information at their disposal, thus if they don't like what "Julian G" has done in the past in any way (including the things I am discreet about) then I am done for in any way.

Should I toss away my old stories, maybe get rid of the postings and crush the past into little bits of misery and sadness? Or should I look for another way of living so I'm not fucking my cheerleaders on the desk when it's tutoring time?

There's a lot of sadness in teaching. I've seen the horror of people being shot in teaching, threats, misery, divorces and the like, since Columbine and the double-lives we lead sometimes in pursuit of our dreams.

What's gonna happen to me?

I'll keep you all posted.

Many blessings & much love,

Julian

http://www.sidewalkhoes.com/teen/121406/cheerleader-sex-fac9c2.html

http://www.mybunnygirls.com/galleries/tyrannized-070530/index035.html

http://allbyme.com/cheerleader-auditions-tiana/

A Smile After the Frown

Dear Readers,

I purged my feelings and I am feeling better. A few of my friends helped me put the idiocy of bureaucracy into perspective. I found a few songs that make me smile & hopefully the lyrics & videos will make you smile as they made me smile.

I miss my old Yahoo 360 page ... maybe one day I'll find my way back into the best of the world and make a living at my dreams, being the best as opposed to feeling mediocre.
For now I'll find a way to smile.

Always,

Julian

Stevie Wonder » Love Light In Flight Lyrics


Make me feel like paradise
Give me what I'm missing
Send me to the highest heights
Take me up and away

I've tasted love so many times
With something always missing
But I know that you got the kind
To take me up and away

I know that our journey
Will be filled with passion, love and pleasure
Touching down where only
Satisfaction’s guaranteed
We won't let our feelings
Auto pilot perfect navigation
Sending us to love bliss
Like no one ever knew could be

Make me feel like paradise
Fill me with your kisses
Make the moment feel just right
Take me up and away

'Cause I have waited all my life / Flying high
For the one worth giving / Love sky high
And I don't have to think twice / Flying high
Let's go up and away

[Background]
Love light in flight
Fuel injection passion
[Repeat 1 time]

[Background] - Flying high, love sky high

We need just to feel it
To know that our loving has the power
Showing that these feelings
Emanate from you and me
With love high aviation
We will fly forever and one hour
Giving us the always
To live out all our fantasies

Make me feel like paradise
Give me what I'm missing
Send me to the highest heights
Take me up and away

I've tasted love so many times / Flying high
With something always missing / Love sky high
But I know that you got the kind / Flying high
To take me up and away

[Repeat along with all backgrounds]

http://www.lyricsdomain.com/19/stevie_wonder/love_light_in_flight.html

Waiting For A Girl Like You lyrics

So long - I've been looking too hard

I've been waiting too long.
Sometimes I don't know what I will find

I only know it's a matter of time.
When you love someone - when you love someone

It feels so right so warm and true -
I need to know if you feel it too.
Maybe I'm wrong -
Won't you tell me if I'm coming on too strong?
This heart of mine has been hurt before

This time I wanna be sure.

I've been waiting for a girl like you
To come into my life.
I've been waiting for a girl like you

A love that will sunrive.
I've bee waiting for someone new to make me feel alive
Yeah
waiting for a girl like you to come into my life.
You're so good - when we make love it's understood

It's more than a touch or a word we say.
Only in dreams could it be this way

When you love someone - yeah
really love someone.
Now
I know it's right

From the moment I wake up till deep in the night

There's nowhere on earth that I'd rather be
Than holding you tenderly.
I've been waiting for a girl like you . . .
I've been waiting
waiting for you.
I've been waiting
I've been waiting
yeah -
Won't you come into my life?

http://www.elyrics.net/read/f/foreigner-lyrics/waiting-for-a-girl-like-you-lyrics.html