The Local Drive-In

Recently, here in San Antonio, a local drive-in was closed and partially demolished: the Mission Drive-in on Roosevelt & East White Street.

The place is an institution, and has been a wonderfully established as (hopefully) historical site here in San Antonio. The front facade of the drive-in has stayed up and I've been told that the concession stand may also stay up.

But ... there's one spot on the Southside that has been forgotten by time and the Wal-Mart corporation, called the Trail Drive-In. The Trail drive-in was an established theater from the '50's to the '70's until it went porn. And when it went porn, it raised the metal walls and added trees surrounding the outer barriers and people were watched carefully entering the place by the guy or girl at the front of the ticket booth.



(For more information about blue theaters in San Antonio, see my previous entry, linked here.)

Now some people will find themselves a little uncomfortable about talking about living out their fantasies at either a drive-in or in an adult theater; nowadays gloryholes can be kinda dangerous with the diseases and things you can catch out there. Not to mention the wicked or jealous people living among us - thus my hedonism.

I may be going off-line soon.

I am going to visit someone wicked & delightful; she's married & I am seeing someone, thus I could wind up in a very nasty position.

Maybe one day I'll tell you about my fantasies.

Blessings,





Julian



http://www.flickr.com/photos/8526154@N03/3303111899 - Mission drive-in information in detail; also a vintage photo of the drive-in with the neon strips and the marquee.

http://www.city-data.com/forum/san-antonio/27062-gone-but-not-forgotten-san-antonio-222.html - Trail Drive-In

Rihanna Needs A Spanking!

Bad bad girl Rihanna.

I have heard that THIS was what caused nice guy Chris Brown to go apeshit and pimp slap her to the point of an arrest and total public humiliation.

There were rumors that Chris Brown may have leaked the phots himself, to make her more miserable, but then again, why would he do that considering what images were also leaked of him? (See below)



When I saw this image I got a REALLY good laugh, and I almost lost all control of myself; after all IF he leaked the images shouldn't he have edited out the picture of himself wearing a woman's thong/panty on his head?



Personally, he should be glad he wasn't cuckcolded openly, like some men have found themselves, like above in the image.

I think we need to stop the violence. If Rihanna want to give away her goodies LET HER! As long as she's old enough LEGALLY then we can only appreciate or ignore the images on the web.

And if not I guess then we're gonna have to spank this precious angel.

Adios.



Julian

Being of Two Tongues aka Bilingual

Jose Nunez - Bilingual lyrics


The only aphrodisiac I need is your voice
Hearing you speak my name
Beckoning me to answer
Telling me you want me
So I tell you that you're the answer to every question I've ever had about love


Without words I use my tongue to tell the tale of us
Tracing your shadowscape
Kneeling before you my eyes feast upon your masculinity and
All it's divinity and I praise you
Because all of that is for me


I begin to indulge myself of your delicacies
Digesting semi-sweet dark chocolate decadence as it melts
Dripping down my chin
Your taste is something Godiva couldn't re-create


Needing every atom of your anatomy
Necessity is placed upon me knowing you are the source of my serendipity
Dipping in and out of me stroking more than my consciesness
Subconsciously I find myself rewinding our love scenes
In my daydreams
Seeing that face you make when you're making me cum
And it makes me want you right there and then


Thinking of you in inappropriate places I get
Tingling sensations in private locations where I wish to be caught between a rock and your hard place


As wetness develops my legs begin to open and my spot turns to a backdraft and all I want you to do is extinguish it
You know my body like the back of your hands
And touch me and send me into ecstacy


My thighs quiver in anticipation of deep penetration which gets me high
Body rising
Sweating
Panting
Make-up melting
Pulling my hair and
Scratching my back
I get a temporary case of tourettes because all I can say are four letter words in a four octave-range screaming your name

Aye papi.... *English Translation of Spanish Lyrics* "You are so big and so hard, you give it to me so good, you are my mortal sin."

(Aye papi, eres tan grande y tan duro y mo lo das tan bueno...tu eres mi pecado mortal...cojelo otra vez...)

You fucking me makes me bilingual
You fucking me makes me bilingual
You fucking me makes me bilingual
You fucking me makes me bilingual
You fucking me makes me bilingual


I see your tongue pink between your lips and I want it between mine
And I struggle
As you lick torturing me
I try to get away but
Not really


Running out of room begging for more up against the wall that has been scuffed by my stilletos
Again
You pry apart my thighs and tell me to be still
And I willingly submit to you because I love the way you dominate me
Demanding that I cum for you so I do as I'm told


You've molded me so I'm good to no-one else but you
You've conquered this once orgasmicless world and multiplied it
Again and
Again

My face radiates with after-glow
My pillow scented by you
A fragrance which haunts me
My room smells of the best sex


Covered in body prints and finger prints and you above me
Your name written indelibly upon my body in your genetic history


You fucking me makes me bilingual
You fucking me makes me bilingual
You fucking me makes me bilingual
You fucking me makes me bilingual
You fucking me makes me bilingual
You fucking me makes me bilingual
You fucking me makes me bilingual
You fucking me makes me bilingual
You fucking me makes me bilingual

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In a few weeks I may find myself leaving Texs to make someone happy, savoring the lust of my
heart and soul the angel I have dreamed about for the last few years.

We've spent the last few years on phone calls & on cams & in chats of the most perverted kind - and it's been WONDERFUL!

She will make me bilingual and I shall hopefully be groaning & enjoying myself long in a weekend delight of carnal pleasures and absolute bliss.

All my fantasies fulfilled in her body and soul.

I am going to make myself smile - period.

I deserve the smile; this is my graduation gift to me.

Be well,




Julian

Crazy Job Future

Neurotics build castles in the sky.

Psychotics live in them.

Psychiatrist collect the rent.

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The school I'm working at has just offered me a job, and I hate the idea that now my dreams have become solidified into a 'job'. I don't know if I'll ever have a chance to write more erotic short stories or play on-line with my friends & part-time lovers.

No phone sex.

No real sex.

No visits.

At this point, to alleviate my madness I am thinking about just going to visit one of my lovers before the window of pleasure and timing closes once and for all. I am glad she's my friend & lover and she makes me smile in ways you can't imagine, and NOT just for sex or perversions, but with her friendship and her desire to make me happy, inside and out.

I'd leave my life in Texas for her.

She's worth the chaos, the madness, the weirdness, and the spinning lies and paranoia.

Life only allows a few gambles in life: this could be one of them for me.

I'm either returning with a big smile on my face and memories galore, or I am going to be chased back to the US by a missed-meeting chance and a so-close-and-yet-so-far-away moment. It would be nice and I could have a little hope for the greatest sexual experience or I could be sorely disappointed.

I've actually been invited to Alabama, and to Florida.

Maybe I'll need to take more trips this summer.

If you look at this statue you'll see a small gold charm tied to the wrist. This is called a 'milagro', which is a way for the faithful to transmit prayers and hopes for small miracles to occur via the favorite saint of devotion.

~lol~

Maybe I need a miracle or two.

Julian

The Texas Patient

Almásy: New lovers are nervous and tender, but smash everything. For the heart is an organ of fire.

(later in the movie after the plane crash)

Almásy: Every night I cut out my heart. But in the morning it was full again.

Hana: If one night I didn't come to see you, what would you do?
Kip: I'd try not to expect you.
Hana: Yes, but if it got late ... and I hadn't shown up?
Kip: Then I'd think, there must be a reason.
Hana: You wouldnt come to find me? Hmm, that makes me never want to come here. Then I'd tell myself, 'He spends all day searching. In the night he wants to be found.'
Kip: I do. I do want you to find me. I do want to be found.

Katharine Clifton: Promise me you'll come back for me.

Almásy: I promise, I'll come back for you. I promise, I'll never leave you.

I am looking for someone special in my life; some days I feel so damned trapped and other days I feel like the great libertine that I wish I were. The hedonist has tripped, and has fuckin' fallen down.

I am hoping to find someone special ... someone who will fulfill my wants & needs. Hopefully I'll know something more about my heart with this delight and this search for my dream.

Maybe my dreams are warped ... but I've wanted them for SO long. They have never waned.

Let's see what happens.

Julian

Second Life

I have a 'Second Life' character and I am still working out the methods by which to animate the creature that is me there ... or here.

Whichever ... either way, I am going to be chatting or meeting people here too.

~lol!~

Julian

To My Angel

Happy Easter Everyone.

I lit this candle to someone special - hope she sees & knows how important she is to me.

Maybe my life will change or maybe not.

But at least (for once) I am being honest about my feelings.

Wow ... feelings.

Anyway, blessings & love to everyone, especially to my angel.

Always,

Julian