Friday, January 24, 2020

Gotta Come Back More Often





Let's be bad again.

Let's be really ... really bad again.

Hating Meetings

Can you love & hate something at the same time? 

I'm being fucking called down for some goddamned meeting with my principal and some other teachers meaning I've offended some kid or a parent that doesn't know their kid is an asshole.

Some days you love something so much it breaks your heart. Sometimes you break your own heart on the misery of this bureaucratic bullshit.

Fucking fuck it!

Fuck that!



 


I'm still trying to survive. If you've read this blog you know what I've done, what I've felt and what keeps me afloat now.

I'm not slitting my wrist if my meeting goes south and they fucking fire me.

Fuck this! I could be paranoid and just anxious from previous experiences ... but that's me.

Sorry. Worry until there's nothing left to worry about.

Then I'll let the anger go.

Can't sleep due to the fear.

Sunday, September 8, 2019

Still Don't Care But She's Pretty




She exhaled

So I tried a old friends' email hoping to hear from her, but it was sent back by "mailer-daemon", so she finally left the old life and maybe her old ways.

Hopefully she's happy.

Blessings my past.

Better keep writing.

Take care everyone.



Saturday, June 15, 2019

Number 606

Life seems meaningless some days. Now that I'm making money I'm going into hoarding, thus my little hovel is overrun and looking like an episode of "Hoarders".

But life's been worse so I'm gonna smile & keep trying.

Take care those still reading.

I'm still trying.



Bye for now.