The Omega Man

It's been a year + a half since CoVid ravaged the World, and we're still backbiting and whining and fussing for nothing more than our egos and misery.  

It's sad & scary simultaneously. 

And I've been told I'll be judged so I can't go to my grave with my regrets. I've lived in them the last 20 years this coming Spring. 20 year - one vast emptiness of personal aching.

So I gotta leap. Change. Don't worry it's too late. I'm too old to be fearful of someone's ire or ridicule. 

It's gotta get better.

Blessings.

 ~ j ~

Pre-pandemic Days Gone By

It seems so very odd that the world is what it is. I'm still unhappy and I'm flush with money; I'm unhappy but I've been here forever.

I'm not likely to change.

I'll wallow in my own misery and fears.

I have no children.

When I die this jerk-show ends.

When I'm gone what will there have been as my contribution to society?

What will I have given to the Greater Good?

San Antonio had snow.

I'm leading triple lives again.

I think I'm falling into depression but I don't know to be honest.

 

Freefalling

 I'm freefalling

I'm not sure where I'll land

Calamity catastrophe chaos cremation

What will be my end

Or will this be a beginning

Customizing

 I do & don't feel the same as I once was or hoped to be. But life is evolution and contradiction, destruction and mayhem and joy and fear.

And I gotta see what happens next.

The Pandemic is still big, as is K-pop, President Biden & the Trumps causing mischief.

I ran into someone special in my life. She's been special a long time.

I hope she's smiling & not mortified.

First story going on Smashword in 2021. Second in February.

If you know a doctor or nurse, let them know you love their sacrifice and thank them or pray for them. I knew a nurse, and I pray she's doing well. She was a wonderful person and made life better, and with CoVid-19 the future is completely unknown.

I know someone with CoVid-19.

I don't know what will happen to him. He could die, or recover without problems. Or he could recover with complications.

People care for him.

All I can do is pray for him and thank those doing something.

And the one in my past.

Thank you.

I hope you're doing well.

God Bless You.

Dystopian Times

With CoVid 19 we're living in Dystopian times, people. Be safe, be aware, and most of all ...

Be Kind.

Love you all.

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