Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Steel Dragon


Saturday, March 14, 2009

My Personal Award
















Congratulations your a REAL Slut! Your definitely not going to lose it becuase you sure are using it!



Your Motto: "The More I Drink The Better She Looks!

Your Sign: "Double Bag It!"



* Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX!


Take The Slut Quiz Now!


"Slut Quiz - Men" is available here

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Thursday, March 12, 2009

Hustle & Flow 2 the Leap of Faith

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Leap of Faith

I am student teaching, and I am unhappy. I can be a good teacher, and I can be a good student but I don't think I'll ever be happy doing this job. And I literally mean, 'a job' ... a fuckin' job.

It's not joyous, I am not going to live for long, and I plan to live a LONG fuckin' life and have the thrills of a lifetime.

I need to live my life as I want, not as I need. I complain often and crush my hopes and desires with the impossiblities first, fantasizing and thinkin' about 'what could be if God did this for me' and accepting that this is te only way things will happen for my life & dreams: 'Divine Intervention'.



No more.

No fuckin' more!

Jump!

JUMP!!

I must take the last step, the leap-of-faith, or I'll never have children, joy or honesty and love in my life.

I hae to do what I Love as much as I have to do what it takes to make it all come true.

Recently I've been told that I am very much depressed, and I know that I am just dissatisfied with where the road is taking me. Maybe I need to follow what Frost called "The Road Not Taken", and see where I go with this path.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
two roads diverged in a wood, and I --
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

~ Robert Frost (1915)

http://poetrypages.lemon8.nl/life/roadnottaken/roadnottaken.htm - poem

http://www.wsu.edu:8080/~wldciv/world_civ_reader/world_civ_reader_2/frost_road.html - poem analysis

"EVERYBODY GOT TO HAVE A DREAM." ~ DJay: [at the end of the movie, when walking back to his cell]

I know that I've already acted in small movies, and I love writing, teaching and creating. One of the greatest joys I ever had was the coffe house program with the kids from my church; a friend of mine told me how he did so 'impersonation is the greatest form of flattery', and I did the same thing with my class.

It worked, and I loved it.

It gave me the chance to showcase and it gave me the chance to showcase others.

I want that again.

Dreams have to happen soon - or I am going to die without ever making a smile happen or a dream wake to the sunrise.

Move foward, don't look back.





Julian

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http://www.geocities.com/madameinternational/changedmuhname.mp3













Jennifer Bynum - Changed Mah Name

IF HE CHANGED MAH NAME
Traditional Negro Spiritual
As sung by Benjamin Matthews (Opera Ebony)


I told Jesus it would be all right if He changed mah name, changed mah name.
I told Jesus it would be all right if He changed mah name, changed mah name.
I told Jesus it would be all right if He changed mah name, changed mah name.

Jesus told me I'd-a have to live humble if he changed mah name, changed mah name.
Jesus told me I'd-a have to live humble if he changed mah name, changed mah name.
Jesus told me I would have to live humble if he changed mah name, changed mah name.

http://www.mudcat.org/thread.cfm?threadid=79663 - lyrics

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Terrence Howard (DJay) Feat. Taraji P. Henson (Shug) -

It's Hard Out Here For A Pimp Lyrics

[Chorus 2X: Shug - singing] + (Djay)
You know it's hard out here for a pimp (you ain't knowin)
When he tryin to get this money for the rent (you ain't knowin)
For the Cadillacs and gas money spent (you ain't knowin)
[1] Because a whole lot of bitches talkin shit (you ain't knowin)
[2] Will have a whole lot of bitches talkin shit (you ain't knowin)

[Djay]
In my eyes I done seen some crazy thangs in the streets
Gotta couple hoes workin on the changes for me
But I gotta keep my game tight like Kobe on game night
Like takin from a ho don't know no better, I know that ain't right
Done seen people killed, done seen people deal
Done seen people live in poverty with no meals
It's fucked up where I live, but that's just how it is
It might be new to you, but it's been like this for years
It's blood sweat and tears when it come down to this shit
I'm tryin to get rich 'fore I leave up out this bitch
I'm tryin to have thangs but it's hard fo' a pimp
But I'm prayin and I'm hopin to God I don't slip, yeah

[Chorus]

[Djay]
Man it seems like I'm duckin dodgin bullets everyday
Niggaz hatin on me cause I got, hoes on the tray
But I gotta stay paid, gotta stay above water
Couldn't keep up with my hoes, that's when shit got harder
North Memphis where I'm from, I'm 7th Street bound
Where niggaz all the time end up lost and never found
Man these girls think we prove thangs, leave a big head
They come hopin every night, they don't end up bein dead
Wait I got a snow bunny, and a black girl too
You pay the right price and they'll both do you
That's the way the game goes, gotta keep it strictly pimpin
Gotta have my hustle tight, makin change off these women, yeah

[Chorus]

[Thanks to lordof4square@aol.com, sweet2beknown@yahoo.com for lyrics]

http://www.stlyrics.com/lyrics/hustle&flow/itshardouthereforapimp.htm

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http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0410097/ - Hustle & Flow movie website

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Monday, March 9, 2009

Spring Break 2009



Happiness & Joy Everyone - I am grading papers and working on lesson plans for next week & month in preparing for graduation.










Dude Picks On Girl And Gets Owned - Watch more Fights









Multiple Girl Cat Fight - Watch more Funny Videos

I hope you my friends also have a wonderful Spring Break away from children, people and things that annoy the ungodly shit out of you.
I am trying to be less of a dick so you're not finding me here as often but I am trying to be good - wish me luck.
Blessings,
Julian
p.s. "The videos are similar to the things that happen at my school - it's not the school I am teaching in but very much like it."